I'm here posting again ! hahas ... today went to service and its the first time that i sit with other cell group all by myself ! coz something happen ... and i dun wish to say it anymore ! then on my right was Michael and on my left was Kok Koon ... was so fun ... hahas ... hmmm ... guys , actually this post is not meant to be a happy post ... coz my feeling now was so lost ! feel so lousy ... its like i'm back to my Negative days ... sigh !!!! Perhaps this talkative and entertaining Wilber will change again ... to a non talking and non entertaining Wilber . sigh ... and all i do is , go service , after service , Briefing , after briefing , go home ... i really dunno ! had so much fun time with you guys and i really enjoy it . hmmm ... a promise will be a promise forever and the promise i promised you is i will NEVER backslide . If you're lucky enough you will see my smiles . If not you will not see my smiles so often le . I'm living in darkness . I'm tired ! I really dunno la ... God , are you there when i need you the most ? Lord , you still rmb my request ? sigh ... GOD !!!

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