Wow !!! So long didn't update liao sia.
hahas ... bought a laptop but didn't use it most of the time.
Due to school and work. BOOS ~

Hmmm , i realise that no one come to my blog de sia ... maybe it's too dead liao that why no one come and tag. hahas ... but even if i update it... will people come ? lols ...

Firstly, i wanna tell all that i'm not doing very well.
Cell Group ......... haiz ...
I thought this cell can make it ... thought i will be in this cell till i finish my NS but ? haiz ...

No one can predict anything thats from God.
Though is a " Re-shuffling" but it's a TEST for us from GOD ! Not from people !!!

Hmmm, whether did i do well or not , i don't need any comment or whatever from you guys.
Whether will i backslide etc ...

I know myself the best ... i once told myself i will not backslide, i don't like those who are backslided. though i still talk to them as friend but i won't be loyal to them as a friend.
So... i'm not treating them as my enemy !

though many of us are in different cell now but i know that those who are not under Johnson will grow more coz you guys are in different cell, different environment ...
All the best , friends forever !!!
Ex N184 member ... though Spiritually i can't help much but if you have any trouble or want to find a friend to talk to ... you all still can sms or call me ... number is still the same.

anything else about me ? I think that's all bah .. lols. nothing much also ... Haiz ~

3 March 2009, I'm Coming ... =D

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I PASSED !!!

2Bs & 1D

not that bad la ... if you know me ... i'm a person that pass is enough ...
i won't ask much other then a pass ... hees ... see, i'm so easy and simple.
:P

okay main point !

I FELT CHEATED !!!
BY M1

the fun thing is i called them and give them a hard time
a big scolding !
i exploded man ! hahahas ...
1000 free smses then deduct 500 only ! thats was half !!!
i called them they say my Student plan expire ...
What crap ?!!?

they say need to apply again ?!?! not the phone line problem .. is Student plan expire !
i told them straight ... i don't give a damn ! Its my money and i'm the one paying it ...
not letter, sms or call to tell me ...
what kind of service ?!

lols ... they say they will make arrangement and make deduction to it ...
if they deduct a amount that i'm not satistfied ... they'll 100% get it again !

hahas ... so fun and so angry la ...

cannot blog too much le ... will kena scold de ...
hees ... blog till here ba ...take care guys !

MICHAEL !!! ALL THE BEST ... JIAYOU !

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LoL ... i wonder who will be in my blog to read ?
read and left without tagging ???
or never even came ... hahas !
but its okay ...

Hmmm ... for dayssss i never update my blog le ... boos ~
i try not to say anything upset today ... lols ...

I finally found it !!! the song i'm looking for, for years !!!
LOL ... Crazy ... but its true .

thanks to baidu ! hahas ...
there can be Miracle when you believe !!!
yea ! its true !!!

hahas ... continue to believe in Him and there will be a Miracle happening. =D

hmmm , 1 more week jiu school re-open le ... so fast !
i dunno where to gather sia , coz my subjects change ... hahas !
hmmm , got to call up my teacher and ask lo ... so sian !
lol ... after my ITE i might be going in liao ! NS ?!?!
boos ... its the time for my trust, faith, strenght and mindset to put in challenge. Test ! Exam !
hahas .... God i know you'll help me . coz if you don't then who will ?!
lols ...

okay bah ... post till here ... nothing much happen also .. lols .
signing off
buai

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Yo !!!

So boring ... i now holiday but i'm at home.
take leave today . hees .. due to something on later at night.
=D

but next week .
I'm gonna work till siao !!
Really broke le ... how to feed another mouth ? LoLs ... thats why i'm still single for so so long ...
lalalas ...

still got things haven't pay sia ... sigh ... my hp bill ?!?! $102 haven't pay. sigh ...
i'm gonna be so tight !!!
when i get pay, got to pay my hp bill, tithe, my laptop installment! AGRR ~

Total is 102 + maybe tithe 18 + 67 total ? $187 lehs ... siao liao !
my pay maybe only $110 ?? plua my bank left $70 ... Total $180. Short of $7.
Than my own life ??? Eat ? Transport ?
HAHAHAHS !!!!

My life is really tough !
Not a good life i'm having.
see some of my friends share testimonial ... parents blessing la .. parents strike 4D la ... got bless by who and who la ... so good .. money blessing .
hp bill pay by their parents ... me leh ?
sigh !!!

everything by myself ...

=(

i'm gonna get prepared to go out le ... signing off ~

HAVE FAITH IN HIM AND THROUGH HIM NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
TRUST IN HIM AND HE'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY THAT HE HAD MADE FOR YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT BORN !
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD !!

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i just can't believe what have just happened !!!

I'm late due to the delay of the train service !
&
I'm not able to take the exam paper coz i'm late !

WTH ?!?!
Not my fault what ...

I wait for the train to come and i missed 2 trains ... it was so so crowded la .. how squeeze in ?!
Now i need ask my parents to write a letter on why i was late ... and my exam had been deferred till September ...

Maybe do that particular paper or do ALL the paper all over again !
With other class people ...

THAT'S NONSENSE LA !!!

Is ITE really " It's The End " ???

Sigh ... I'm very down now ... called my friends , NO one answer the phone !

What are friends for ??
You all find me and i was there ... when i find you guys ???

called my Class Advisor ...
He sms me and say he can't pick up the call ...
WTHeck ???
Form Teacher Heck Care His Own Student ???

Now i realise all ITE teacher not good at all ... not up to teaching and caring level !
Sigh ... I'm really very down ...

Study til late night ... so confidence in today's paper .... then ....

Pray ? I did pray for it ... but what happen ??

Everytime my prayer doesn't seems to be coming to past ... How ?
My Faith ... My Trust ... Sigh ~

Signing Off .

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I've saved the unhappy post to Draft .

as for the latest thing i can say is I don't understand and know my Leader well enough ...
he don't know what i've done and i don't know what he has done ...

Time is important ...
Fellowship is important ...

Misunderstandings must be Solved Immediately before it goes deeper .

before i end it , i just want to thank Vivian for the chat at MSN .
=D

May God Bless All Of You And Live Every Day A Happy Day With God's Love And Patience .

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just want to say something in this post today.
might lead some one unhappy...
maybe you will think that i'm talking about you ... if you think that i'm talking about you.
if you feel guilty about what i say , then maybe you are the one that should change ... =)
no offence , no pin pointing in this post .
its only a words that i want to share or maybe say. Enjoy reading.


feel like saying this la ... i cannot take it anymore ... somemore i not that often will say it out ... not like last time ...

who am i , how good/bad i am ... no one can say ... coz no one is Perfect in this world.
only God can Judge or say ... Matt 7:1-6

if you choose to Judge me right ... i don't mind at all ... but you'll be Judge back for sure. Coz its stated in the bible .
God will help me no matter what ... the waters cannot Drown me , the fire cannot burnt me ... Ish 43.

who i love, whether i can be with her a not ... i good a not ... who have the authority to Judge it ?
unless you tell me you're God la ... not even a Great Pastor and Judge me ...

saw that ??? GREAT PASTOR !
Pastor, etc ... is only God's servant ... not God !
in the whole entire earth ... no one can Judge !!!

those who say my character not good ... what about yours ?
very good ?
even if you're a Helper in a cg or a Leader or a Pastor ... so what ?
no one is perfect in this world what ... what's there to Judge ?

yea , i have no money now, BUT !!! I'm not going to be poor all my life... spiritually not that good, BUT!!! there are still time for me ... BS til Foundation Truths le, SO? its not the level or what position you're at, its the relationship with God... I'm still a POM! SO? NAME & TITLE ARE NOT THAT IMPORTANT TO ME !!!

but those things that i feel unfair about i will tell ... to who ?
to those friends that are VERY close to me ... then , i'll go look for Johnson and tell him ...
i don't think i need to share with friends b4 i go find my Leader ...
some times i want Personnel Time, Personnel Stuff ...
if i tell my things to my friends , then why i need a leader for ?

how you want to look at me , with hatred or unhappy sight, i don't care !

why i don't care ?
coz i don't think its that important how people look at me ... but its important how God looks at me .

don't you think so ?

hmmms , thats the main thing i want to say...
if you think its you ... than its you.
if you think that i'm referring to that particular person then you ask that person to read it. if he/she thinks that i'm talking about him/her ... then that person better do something to himself/herself lor .. LOL !

no name was mentioned in my post.

you want to know more about me ?

i don't like to do things that i dunno or being forced to do it ...

you want me to do something ... no matter easy or hard ... better tell me ... ask for my permission or i agree with it ... if not i will be very unwilling to do de ...

thanks for your time reading my feelings ... the next time i post how i feel will be talking about my CG ! be prepared ... as i said no one is perfect in this world .

take care & God bless.

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Hi all ... dunno who is the stupid idoit call Jerry that tag me ... lols ... hope you're using your real name and not being a coward using a fake name ... hahahs !

but its okay ... i never do bad things to other people or what can le ... as for this case ... leave it a side and RELAX ! lols ... hmmms , its okay , i've spam and blocked that person ... if he use other computer then he can come in if not ... hahas ! i've blocked him Forever sia ... it means he will not come to tag forever ... never can he tag. so Cool ~
lols ... i don't entertain people with nonsense stuff ... and if you want to use vulgarities ... please go to other place that entertain people like you . I WON'T ENTERTAIN USELESS PEOPLE LIKE YOU ! Get it ? so get lost !

hmmms ... not let's continue blog ... my Exams are coming ... jialat liao ... if i failed it ... i can say byebye le ... coz i will need to retake the course if not i cannot take the ITE cert . Its so ma fan ! boos ~

i'm trying to study, to pass it ...
with my Lord helping me, i will pass ... i can do all things through Christ who strenghtens me ! yea ?! hees ...

but i must study also la ... lols !

sian ahs !!!

look likes only a few people come my blog only lehs ... i want people come my blog to tag ... those i know de ... not those USELESS people ... you guys know who i'm saying de ... its the starting of the post ! hhahahs ... May God Bless That Guy ! lols ...

hmmms ... so so sian la ... really ... i need to do powerpoint 15 slides and hand it to my teacher by tml ... but my laptop cannot put Diskcet ! hahahas ! but its okay ... i've do it till the 11 slides le ... think can de bah ... if not jiu ...... :( Sobsobs ~

hmmms ... for this few days i might not blog anything coz i want to rest ! I WANT SLEEP !!!!
so guys i really hope that you all will come back and tag like last time .. now my blog like so so dead ! no people come ... sigh, nvm! HAVE FAITH !!! hahahs .... okay bah ... you guys take care ... i blog til here then !

Good Night All & God Bless ...

Signing Off With Lots Of Loves ~

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LOL !!! finally i got a computer ... laptop i mean ... hahahs !
was waiting for this day for so so long le lor ... boos ~

hahahs ... still not use to typing on a laptop ... its so different lor ... =(
hahahs ... hmms . so happy la ... that i can blog do my stuff once again ! Thanks God! hahas ... =D

hope that people do come back to my blog and read yea ? hahahs !
its takes times for my reader to come back ... =D
will blog much often liao ... =D

those who having MYE now !
better study hard ! when its playing time , play hard .
study time study hard ... if not you all will regret de ... like me ... hgahahas !
okay bah ... blog til there then ...

want to thank some one .... that accompany me to see doctor ... lols ... fever sia ... 39 degree ! 1st time in my life ... i thought i would die ... but my God save me ... hahas ... Praise The Lord ... I'm still here ... hahahs !

okay bah .. take care guys ... buai !

Loves ~

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Wa .. so long this 2pit teacher never bring us com this lab. so i can't update for such a long time til now . hahahas ...
so happy to be here , posting again . hahahas ...
hmms , how's me ?

- School:
- Okok lor ... nothing to do , to me some subjects are difficult sia ... can't get the answer ... call teacher like calling souls like that ... LOL !
totally not like Sec Sch lor ... you guys got to study very hard to achieve good result and go to a good school .
hehe .. all the best to your students .

-Life:
- I'm fine ... but i just don't like something that happened la ... sigh !
It's always church stuff ... not saying that church is not good ... but i don't like quite a lot of things la ... sigh ! Felt so unfair ... in CG !
Its not the title i'm looking for ... but don't you think its so unfair ?
I once asked a leader , will a backslider be a Helper or a " Someone " in a CG .
His reply was Defenitly No . I dunno how to spell the word la . so unfair . Don't want say le la .

I'm gonna blog til here ... teacher scold le . Buai ... take care .

Loves ~

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aiyo ... so sian ! i changed my song and edit some stuff in my blog .
but , i can't go to my blog and see the changes ... BOOS !!!
got some problems going in ... sian!

but you guys can see it right ? lols !
XP

hmmm ... that person i love the most will not change !

Got to go ... Buai Buai !!

Take Care .

Signing off.

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I'm back ... lols ... yesterday blog til half teacher say off com and go to your next class ... SIAN DIAO ~
hahahahas ....
today sure can use de ... got 1 hour to use . =P
LoLs!!!

hmmm ... so sian ... school stuff quite difficult sia ... boos !
but its okay ... i'll try my best to do ...

what to blog ahs ???

no MSN de sia ... so lousy . hahas !

aiyo ~ i dunno what to blog lehs ... hahas ... this few days alot of things happen ... but its a secret .

hehe ~

Improvement on my Character and Attitude will help .

hee ~

hmmm ... more things happen then i'll blog again ...

take care guys .

signing off !

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YO !

I'm in school now ... lols ... so boring ... no com use ... =(

hahahas ~

want change my blog songs also cannot ahs ... hahahas !

hmmm ... got to go liao

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Boos ~

No one come de sia ... or no one knows i start blogging ?
hahahas ... sian !
only can use com in school .
hmmm ... dunno what to blog la ... coz i now stomache ... how think of thigns to blog ? hahahahahahahahs ....

hmmm ... actually N184 can make it de . though there's kids that join us ... but i think that with them is good also ... more helping hands ... but we must know how to talk to them to make them grow !
=)
we can do it de .
Everyone Play A Part In The Cell Group !!!
ouch ~ hahas ... thinking and having stomache at the same time .
HAHAS !

Hmmm ... though we are not so united , bond , BUT !!!
When we go church que ??
when we got outing ???
we are going to que and out as a CG !
some compare to be made ...
N184 que ... everytime got more then 3 people de ...
sure got seats de ...
the other CGs leh ???
no people que ...
keep on asking got seats a not huh ? we not enough leh ...
come early and que la !
tell you guys a joke ...
people can sit at Foyer 3 rather then queing ...
What's This ???

Hot ?
wear til very nice cannot que ?
if you all can't even sacrifice for your Cell Group for seats ... then how can you sacrifice for God ???
sigh !

but i really want to thank God that i belong to N184 ...
okay ... i'm gonna stop here le ...

Don't Just Think About Yourself ... Think About Others !
Don't Be A Selfish Person .

Take Care ...

Signing Off ................

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LOL !!! i'm back ... hahas ... hmmm ... using my brother's computer secretly ... hahahas ... :D just to say that I'M BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN !!! Hahas ... hope this time i will make it ...
Its Office Skills (Bishan ITE) ... though many people say its not good ... but i think there no choice for me ... i dare not to appeal it ... hahhaa .... now there are new faces for me to meet ... dunno how am i going to make it ... lols ... got to Trust in the Lord and walk with him . hehe ... He will show me the way . :D

okay talk til here bah ... bye.

Take care .... :D

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Hello Guys ...
I'm using my brother's com ... hahhas .... so long never use com liao lor ... lols ... so miss blogging and MSN-ing you people ...
For your information my com is still down ... dunno when can i get my com back to live ... hahas ...

Okay get to the point ...
Merry Christmas To All !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols ....
To those who received things from me for this Christmas ... thats means that i want to Thank you for what you had done in my life for the year 2007 . LOL !!!!

not all will have de hor .. :D:D

okay got to stop here ...
dunno when will be my 2nd time posting again le ...

dun miss me . :P
hahas ... those who tagged me ... i will reply when my com is back .... i will only reply to 1 person's tag using my temporary using .

hehehe ....

Love you all .... :D

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Yo ...
Sigh ... sian ahs .. i think my computer tio virus liao ... going to take it to the Computer Shop and had it repair ... sian liao .. can't tag you guys , can't go yours blog .... Etc ... sigh !!!
Freaking Computer ...

Hmmm ... will update next time .

God bless .

Loves ~

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Yo ! I'm Back .... hahahas ...
Might not have pics coz my USB Cable got problem ... sian sian !
where did i go ?!
not MIA la ... relax ~
I'm working ... at a Bah Kut Teh shop next to Riverwalk ...
so when i reach home i'm totally dead ... not used to working life yet ... so tired lor ... hahahas !!!
but nvm ... its a good job anyway ... :D
not much lor ... work only .
To all ... stay happy and cheerful alright . hehehes ....

29/9/2007

Went to Children Church to help .
got Me , Daniel and Michael ... hahahas ~
Dunno how to spell that thing la ...
Mascot ?!?!
hahas ... no one can guess is Us when we are inside the Mascot . lols ...
if i can i will upload the pics . ;)
slowly wait bah ... hahas ! not so soon . :D

Nothing much to say .
Going to sleep now ... nights all ~

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Wish Wish ~

Wish Wish Wish ~

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Mitsubishi

Subaru

Toyota Coroll

Toyota

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Rolls Royce

Rolls Royce

Evo

Volkswagen Beetle * My Dream Car *

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Bentley

Bugatti

Ford * LoL Chio *

Maserati

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YO ~

Long time never update liao wor ... hehe ... think there nothing much to update also ... hahas ...
after this post , i will post if there's something interesting happen or you people ask me to update . :D

hmmm , as you all know , i'm playing guitar for cell group ... but i never play for a period of time le ... maybe its Combine cell or Jing Ye is coming .

but i dunno why la ... i feel like giving it up . Coz of chords F & B ... sigh !!!
Freak this 2 irritating Chords la ...
why are there chords which is so difficult ?
why are serving God so hard and troublesome ???
sigh !!!
God ar God ... help me can ?
btw , i got a long time never cried when i'm in my quiet time le ... i feel that there's a gap between me and Him .
WHY WHY WHY ????
sigh ~

i dunno la ...

Btw ,
i hate those who say things behind me ... like saying me never rise up , keep on touching her ... this and that ...
and
i hate flirt !!

i bet you guys wanna know who they are ...
no need to ask me ... just open your eyes and see and you will know who i am talking about .
how to see ???
1) . see who i seldom talk to .

:D

okay gonna stop here ... Nite all .

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just here to post a short post . :D

today never go any where ... abit sian but now i not really sian liao .
I'm happy ... can say is Very Happy la ... :D

coz i was sitting at my bed ... then suddenly i look at my guitar , then there's a word that came into my mind ... " Try Plucking , and try playing How Great Is Our God " .
and i tired ... really can ... now i can play that song liao ... hahas ... though i still need to master the plucking but i know that that was what God want me to do ... :D
so happy ... so many amazing things He had shown to me ...
what a true God and true Friend He is ... Woo Hoo ~
no regrets knowing you me Lord .

actually i want to post this nia ... hahahas ...
gtg .
bye !

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Yo ~
I'm so sian now ... sigh ~
boos ...

today went to AMK Hub , watch 881 .
with Eileen and Jian Quan .... i just love it ...
i dun like many people go out or do things nowdays ...
no why .

quite funny la ... but hor ... Eileen dunno hokkien .

i dunno what happen la ... standing from a distance from Old Chang Kee ... my shirt ... kena Oreo Chocolate sia ... dunno who make de leh ... worst thing is i'm wearing White . LOL !!!
but its okay ... i'm not angry .
but i felt happy ...
ahhahas ... i'm kinda crazy today .
:D

now so sian lor ... sigh ~
nothing to do ...
:( boos ~
hahas .. okay la .. gonna blog til here .
take care
nitex !!

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What Shall I Say ?

I'm a person that will store things ... what thing ??
hahas ... you say me ... you scold me ... you make me ... i will store it .
till one day that i cannot endure it anymore ... i will blast everything out !

thats me !

2nd , i'm a entertainer ... as many know ... hahas .
when i'm a entertainer , you will be laughing , you will be happy .
but ... do you think its good to be 1 ???
hahas ... my answer is NO !!!
Many ppl will say that you're not serious enough .
because you're a entertainer thats why people thought that you're always not serious .
:'(

when i dun want to be a entertainer , people say i EMO !
wth right ?
lols ...

so , what i want to say is , I'm a human !!!
I need respect .
I got pride .

so people , if you need me then you come find me , dun need me you throw me away .
Then ... friend , let me tell you that ... i dun need you as a friend .
I'm tired of it .
is like when you're down , angry or what ... you come find me ...
you happy , you got other people to talk to ... then throw me away .
what the heck !!!

i also dun want to say about this thing de ... but today is the day that i blast this matter out .



okay , gonna say what i done yesterday .
went to Prayer Meeting .
it was good .
;)

and yesterday is my father's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! lols ...

okay ... dun want to say much liao la ... as my mood was not good .
many things happened la .
b4 Prayer Meeting .
after Prayer Meeting .
At home .
sigh .... i dun want to say anymore .
Friends , please treat me like a human . as a friend .
though i never recieve you all de sms , calls so often , but i hope you all still treat me as a friend and a Cell group Member .

Thank God that i'm strong , if not N184 had already lost 1 people liao .
Take care friends ....
Nitex !

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Woo Hoo ~
No one knows my password now ... see how you come my blog and change things ...
i know this time is not that person that came . Is another person came de ... but its okay ... that person can't come anymore . hahas ...

and God will punish that person .
For Sure !

okay , gonna blog .
actually there's nothing much .
yesterday michael came my house and stay , coz of soccer match .
from today onwards , nice and exciting match then i'll see .
if not , i will not see .

special reason in it . ;)

okay , God bless .
take care .

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Not A Good One .
'
Not saying that no one understand me .. but by saying who will stand in my position and think .
if i am you ... what will you do ?
your thinking and my thinking are the same .
what will you do .
so love a person and yet people saying stupid things to hurt you .
why there no one that can really mind their own business ?
manage your own cell group people la .
who i am talking about you yourself know the best lor .
stop all the comment la .
stop all your nonsence la .
'
then you leh ? can wake up ma ?
thinking that people never treat you as a member ?
but first search your heart la .
what went wrong is not in CGM but yourself ...
your thinking !
your attitude !
your character !
do you think you're mature enough ?
'
C'mon ... i thought she will understand me ... but no !
i really dun want to go back to my EMO days la !
friends are getting irritating to me ...
:'(
'
those i think that will understand me de in the end they know nothing .
understand nothing .
sigh ~
'
what you want its up to you liao la ....
what i can say is i feel like giving everything up liao .
this sentence came into my mind again .
* Leave or Stay *

I don't need you all to tag about what you think la .
Keep your comment to yourself .
& please i dun care who you are or what la ...
want tag write your name ...
dun give lame name la ...
dare to tag , dare to put real name .
if not dun tag !!!

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yo ~

Sunday

Out , went to find Jian Quan and gave him a surprise at his workplace . :D
hahas ... then got 1 xiao didi act gangster ... LOL ... come our table want money , say what $1 buy thing eat ... LOL ! then we never give , then got 1 da jie jie very angry , walk away because the xiao didi keep banging the table ... hahahas ... then like that lor ... nothing much happen .

Monday

Went out in the morning , accompany Michael go SGH see his hand . after that went northpoint find people .
then mic went off ... left the 3 of us .. lol ... then like that also lor ... nothing much happen . :D

:D the next post onwards i will write out the names .

Attitude is a very important thing !
Stop blaming others .

Take care , bye

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Hello ... i've changed my blog song . hahas ~

hmmm ... let say nothing . LOL ... jk

sat service - no good . hahas !!!
dunno what he talking also ... lols ... then i some sort of sian liao , keep everything while he preaching . 1st time sia ...

i really put in my 100% to try and understand le ... but i still dun know what he talking ... LOL .. till now i just now is about Adam . then the rest ... LOL !!!

hmmm , then the service spoils my mood . coz i really wanna know what he's preaching and i can't understand it ...

sigh ~ but nvm , 1 day i will own his english and his preaching will be as easy as i can't think . hahas !!!

before i go , this song that i've changed is to people that are/have , Lost , Discourage , Sad , Sickness .

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:D

God, i need your help !
please show me a place where i can cry ....
a place that i can feel your touch and hug .
Thank you God for being a true friend to me .

Today went to MS and Esplande .
With Michael , Gwen , Eileen .

but , got 1 person not in the mood , dunno why ...
then he went off early . Hope he's okay .
then slack slack till 10plus went home .
Inside train , sit on the floor ... LOL !
Not the first time ... hahaas ... No Government de ...
then 1 " Big Thing " happen .... hahahas !!!
can't tell la ... it nearly lead me back to my EMO days ... hahhahaas !!!
But i dun think i'm EMO .
as i said , no matter what happen , i'm always happy .
So , in the end i'm happy lor ...

Mood -
100% ( Just Meet )
100% ( Slack )
50% ( Inside Train )

That what i can tell ... hahas ... i'm going to bath now ... then going to ask God for help !
I MUST OVERCOME IT !!!

I want to cry now ~
Cry is okay , Emo is not okay .
LOL ... take care bah ~
Night !

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I back as i said i will .. hahas !

Na na na na na ~

FOP Rocks !

Delirious? & Don Moen Rulez ! Hahas ... But God Rules the Whole World .
No God = No Delirious? & Don Moen .
No God = No Me ... XD
hahas ... really enjoyed myself ... presence of God is " WOW " de ... hahas !! AGREE ? Ofcoz la ... lols ... who say that he/she never felt the Touch of God , then that person must be sleeping . :P
hmmm ... today happier then ytd .
as i said on my previous post ... i will be more happy the next day.
If you think i'm very very happy today , tmr i will be more happy then you can think . :D
Coz the Lord is in me ... hahas !
I'm holding onto Him and say , God i will go with you to where you want me to be ... hahas !
Praise the Lord .

I'm hungry ! hahas ~
hmmm ... i wanna work leh ~
no money liao ...
Shoe spoil , got to buy a new shoe .
hp bill , $81.
CGF , $50
Wah lao eh ... i print money de ar ? LOLs ...
but its okay , i got tithe , got offering !
God Will Bless Me Soon ~
Hoo Woo .... finally i'm stepping into it ... RELATIONSHIP !!!
Hahas ~
What's on your mind now ?
BGR ?!?!
hahahahahahas ..... C'mon as i said i'm going to let it be natural and let God take control of it .
So , of coz is not BGR la ... hahas ... the RELATIONSHIP i'm referring to is .... GOD !

There's nothing i can do but to Praise & Worship Him .
Pray , Faith & Believe !

Okay , gonna post till here le ... take care readers ... hahas !
gonna sleep soon .
I'm Tired .... :P blehs ...
Buai

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YO !
I'm Happy Today ... LOL ! you all not need to guess liao ... is between God and Me ! hahahas ... i want to smile , laugh .... can ?
i want to be happy ... not only Happy but Very Happy ...
Last time is sad , tmr more sad , but now ... Hoo Woo ~ Sad is not in my dictionery again ... Praise the Lord for what He had done to me ... in just a week . :D

dunno how to tell you guys the presence of His love and care la ... LOL !
hmmm ... today went FOP ! Yee Har ~ LOL ... who said that ? Don Moen !! hahas ...
i love the song la ... the song is ... erm ... i dunno the title .. hahahas ... is somesort of last few songs de , worship ... the dunno what no way , got way ... alamak ... LOL ... forgot liao ... hahahas .... was GREAT la ... btw , i dun think got people know this ... i think today was my 1st year in Church ... CHC ! hahas !!! hmmm ... so today was GREAT .... no matter is it a great day or sad day , i still chose to live for Him . :D

Tmr CGM at my house ar ... 1pm ar .... late lor .. i dun mind , hahas ... coz i won't late de ... HAHAS ! if i late that means tmr is not at my house liao ... hahas ...
alamak ... shall i post this a not ar ?? lol ... nvm just post it won't die ...
my address ar ...
everytime ask me ... can you all rmb ? LOL .. is not the first time liao ...

WOODLANDS DR 40 , BLK 702 , #09-86 , S(730702)

i give and type it on my phone till sian liao lor ... LOL ! i'm not angry , just wanna tell you guys nia ... hahas !
I really enjoy myself today .
Mood - GREAT .
All thanks to my Lord , Jesus Chirst .
Indeed i serve a Amazing God .
Gonna blog till here , next post will be tmr .
:D God Bless and Take Care yea ...
Sleep Early Hor ~

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Hi ~

Alamak ... today never go FOP ! :'(
last minute need to do something ... FREAK !
nvm , but i'm going on Saturday and Sunday. :D
hmmm ... Friends , i might not be online at MSN or posting for the next few days ... :D
coz i'm not at home . At my friend's house . So , anything just sms me or call me bah ... :D

yesterday went to Michael house over night , was fun lor ... 1st time over night at his house . LOL ! hmmm ... actually not his house la ... is his house downstair de playground . LOL ... hahas !
was windy , so we both fall asleep ! HAHAS !!!
Till 7plus , then went to his house ... after that went to eat .... then now , reached home .
later going to friend's house overnight again ... LMAO !

Hmmm .... i want work !!!
Friends , i had registered liao , for NS ... hahas ! waiting for the checkup date to come .
27/9/2007 . :D
dunno when go in la ... maybe next year ... maybe not . :D
no worries ... God will lead me to a better place . :D

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post !

i'm here posting again ... i think that this is my blog ... i can just post anything i want ... hmmm ... so i just want to say that , i had already forgive and forget EVERYTHING ! Now 11.46pm everything are NEW ! hmmm ... i dunno why leh ... i really want to settle the thing ... i really wanna change and i know how to change liao ... but she still ignoring me leh ... sigh ~
I know that things will be back to normal soon ... but i dun want to have a gap between me and her ... sigh ~
I want back the time when we can talk so freely !!!
blog till here bah ... take care guys ... :D Nite !!

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Post Post Post !!!
Date 31 July 2007 & 31 post . LOL !

Hmmm ... what to say leh ?
sigh ~ actually what i want to say i already said it on my previous post liao ... :D
i really am changing now ... if you saw this post or my sms , please give me some time to get my attitude changed ... :(
sigh ~

hmmm ... i know you dun like i post it like this or this kinda post . But i'm sorry . :(

what i did for today ... hmmm ... chatting on the phone with sam , shu hui and mic lor ... only sam and shu hui is conf .
then go buy things eat ... LOL ... should not have bought things to eat ... coz when i reach home , i realise that i'm full . No appetite ... LOL ... sigh ... really can't eat
now , i ate only abit , and i feel damn full . :(

grrr ... she will be very angry if she saw this post !!! :(
I want to change to what you want me to be ... but how ???
I want to have what you want me to have ... but how ???
God ~ I'm lost ....
I'm so sorry God for being a like this ... but i am really serious ... and you know everything .
God , i let you take control over this matter . In you , i know you will do what is right , and you're always doing it ... thank you . :D

post after post ...
:(

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Hello ,

yesterday you guys had a great time ? LOL ... must have bah ... all play , talk , eat till forget your name liao ... Hahas ... hmmm ... but anyone notice that i was not in my mood yesterday ? hahas ... i dun think so ... who cares ? hahas ... hmmm ... what happen to me actually i also dunno la ... but nvm talk about it later ... :D

Yesterday went service before going to meet Samuel to eat ... service sermon was the same , but its okay . ;)

Went with Michael , we're late ... LOL ... but we manage to sing the last few sentence of worship . Hahas ~ oh , and 1 praise before Pst Mike Connell came up ... ahhahas .... its okay anyway ... then went Sam's house ... XD
Play CS ... dumb , i forgot how to play liao , so was like a noob when playing ... LOL ~
I LOVE FLASH , SG AND HE BOMB !!! hahahas ..... those same team with me are bloody fools lor ... hahas ... but we won anyway ... LOL ~

After that we went eat , then went Marina Bay liao ...
we took a cab down , $6 .
the fun part begin !!!

Uncle : Where you all wanna go ar ?
Sam : Marina Bay MRT .
Uncle : Marina Bay where got MRT ? Marina Bay Heaven't Build Yet .
Giggle ~
Michael : Below City Hall ( MRT MAP )
Uncle : Below City Hall Is City Hall MRT Lor .
Giggle ~
3 Of Us Dunno What To Say Liao .
Uncle : Marina South Is It ?
LOL ... then bo bian lor ... go see see lor ... LOL !
In the end , we reached !

Then waited for the rest to come ... i think we reach only 10 mins the rest came le ... then got 1 person told me , her mood like not good leh ... then i sian diao liao ... sigh ~
Saw her walking towards us , talk to the rest .
Me leh ??? sigh ... nvm lor ... she happy jiu hao .

then i very sian liao , some one keep on following her ... NVM !
i asked Sam to go out walk walk with me ... then i told him what happen .
LOL ~ i think he also not happy with him liao ...
hmmm ... if its girls i dun mind la ... but ....... sigh ... nvm . I got no rights !
I will change my attitude !

Then i was not in the mood at all ... reached the steamboat place ... was so sian .
went in arcade ... not interested .... BORED !
came out ... more sian ... sit down eat ... Thank God there's Daniel ...
sigh , dun say i not good , i treated him as my BRO ! Not believe ask him lor !!!
1 person still ask me this , how come you sit with him ???
sigh ~
Nvm la ... Only a bit of people will see my this few days , no one ask me out , i won't go out de ...
Btw , i'm going to register it !! :(
hmmm ... now i don't dare to sms her ... sigh ~
No More Laughter Anymore ~
all you will see is a guy without opening his mouth .
with no smiles !

Guys , if i nener answer you when you call me , dun upset ar ... :D
Will Be Back Soon ( MAYBE )
Take Care & God Bless !!!

Love Ya ;)

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Hello !

Today went for service , it was great !! Guys if you missed today's service , PLEASE go for the service tmr !!! LOL ... though i didn't went down but i can feel his presence ... Woo Hoo ~ But 1 thing i dun like is , people walking around la ... Dumb ... can't sit still de sia ... though is deliverance service la ... sigh ~ just dun like it . Anyway , its great !

Saw dunno how many Stupid Demons Flee Away With Fear !
JESUS , WON AGAIN ! LMAO !!!

then service ended !
so late liao , dun think there anywhere we can go eat lor ... some more is like so sian ... then we went home ... sigh ~ i just dun like it la ... =( feel like talking to you , and i can't .
hmmm .... there's some one i dun like when we're out ! hmmm ... again i had to say this , there's no name appeared ... if you think you're the one ... then i also got nothing to say . =)

M.Y very much la ... sigh ~
Really want to have 1 day out , only me and you . =(
Can I ??

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Nowadays i will keep on posting bah ... in case you guys miss me ... :P opps ... BHB ! hahas ~

Hmmm ... was at home again ... so sian ! boo ~ where my friends ??? sigh ~
nvm , today i forgot to morning call people . hahas ! Sorry ar ~ very tired .
i used my energy to wait till 3am . Just to chat on the phone ! hahas ... dun worry its not a girl . opps ... whose worrying ? hahas ...

what to blog when nothing special happen ? hahaha ... hmmm .... Bored lor ... no one online , no one sms me ... sigh ~

1 person said this sentence to me , " She's not your gf yet , Jealous can la ... but she's still not yours . In the end , its her decision to chose who she want to be with " .

Though i hear le , i very sad la ... but its a encouraging la . :)
Relax ~

i just can't believe it if i saw her being with another guy . CFM cry out de . LOL ~
hmmm ... going to watch tv soon , 5.30pm . hehe ~

sigh ~ SIAN AR !!! no friends for the Steamboat . LOL ~ Jialat liao ...
NVM ~

friends , take care yea ... hehe ... will come back soon . :)

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Hello ~

hmmm ... nowadays at home so sian ! No one ask me out de sia .... hehe ~
was at home the whole day .... nvm , at least i smsed some one and chat .. hehe ... in the end ... it was a great day . Everyday is a Great day , coz my God created it . :D smile ~
so , no matter what happen , happy , sad , angry or whatever ... that day will always be a Great day . :D
So , i decided to put this song in my blog . hahas ... this time is not dedicated to HER , but its dedicated to some one more who stand in the 1st place in my LIFE !
That person is ..... JESUS !!!

This song is so meaningful after i have read the lyrics .
Btw , i still need to thank HER , coz she ask me to find this song , if she never ask me find , i also dunno that this song is so meaningful .
so , i chose this song to dedicate it to my GOD !
:D

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Hmmm ... back posting again , as you all know when if you guys are coming to my blog often . that some of my post are deleted .
Why ? Special Reason in it . ;)

so ... what i want to say in this post is ......

3 things to some one .

1. I don't like anyone else then HER . Understand ? its not funny la ...
2. If you dunno anything , can you please shut up ?
3. If you wanna flirt , then flirt other people . Don't flirt with her if you still want this friend's relationship .

Simple and easy to understand le bah ... all the 3 things are to 3 different people de ... I don't want to put out your names ... coz i think its so easy to know who you are . :)
No Offence la ... I just want to declare things properly . Thanks ...

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Now the post starts , hehe ...

today i went out .. with Mic and Eric ... LOL ! was so bored at home ...
in the morning went to Mandai road to my grandma's ..... erm ... forgot what that call le ... LOL !
then till afternoon 3 plus i reach home ... have a nap till 4 plus , then went to meet Michael and Eric at Bugis Mrt ... :D Eric reached first ... then we went shopping , Eric want to buy things ... then Bugis dun have the shop so we went to Orchard ... ADULT FARE LEH !!! LOL ... nvm ... then we went orchard lor ... hahas ... shop here shop there ... in the end never buy anything . LOL ! wanted to watch movie ... then saw a couple ... but ! but ... the couple is a LESBIAN ! Piang ~ not so ugly la ... but then ... Lesbian leh ... God ! why ? LOL ... then , Eric whisper , lesbian ar ... then Michael go say it out ... LOL ! then what happen , the lesbian turned their head and say ... Never see before ar ? LOL ... funny la ... hahas ... Eric can't stop laughing . Muahahahas ..... Opps ... XP then still got what ar ... yea , in the end we never watch . hehe ... save money la ... hmmm ... then went to see Ferrari ! GOT 2 LOR ... the Ferrari Spyder ... Woo ~ CHIO AR !!! but Lamborghini is still so CLASS and PRO ! hahas ... somesort of Love Lamborghini now ... hehe ... :P Blehs ... then nothing liao lor ... went home , go 888 packet things eat ... some unpleasent things happen , but solved it ... :D

Hmmm ... Guys , let me tell you 1 thing ... i dun like people say thing behind me ...
WANT SAY ME EMO KING OR WHAT SO EVER DE ... SAY INFRONT OF ME LA ...
How i wish you saw this lor ... Please la ... not everyone can take it de . I have Pride de ... Not like you , thick skin !

okay , let's forget about the unhappy thing ... let come back ... so that the day for me lor ... nothing much happen ... then ... hmmm ... nothing liao lor ... btw if you guys need any Entertainment or bored ... call me ! hahas ... i'm bored ! wanna find work liao as i knew that my NS may not start so fast . :D
Might Defer it again . Hope i can defer it bah ... :D
In the end , It's God's Plan & Will To Be Done . :D
Whatever it is , i will Obey !

JIAN QUAN !!! GOT BLOG LIAO SIA ... HAHAS ... FRIENDS I'M HERE TO ADVERTISE HIS BLOG ... PLEASE GO TO , WWW.JIANQUANLOVEJIANQUAN.BLOGSPOT.COM .
PLEASE TAG .
AND LINK HIM .
:D

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I'm Back !

Hello Everyone , although I'm very sad and down this few days , but i still want to thank many people , like Jian Quan , Shu Hui for all the talking , encouragement ... but 1 thing i really want to say , i really really really dunno what happen . If there's something i did wrong , i really want to say sorry to her . :'(
People , if you saw this post , please tell her that no matter what happen , I'M REALLY VERY SORRY .
Thanks ... sigh ~
This few days , can't really sleep , can't really eat . Some one very important suddenly ignore me . :'(
Although i scored on the soccer match , but i'm not happy .
Michael , how i wish i'm the one injured ! :(
Today , I'm gonna thank some people 1 by 1 , what a great great friends you people are .
Crying out and say " THANK YOU " .

1. Jian Quan :
- Thank you for being there for me whenever I'm sad and down .
- Thank you for the talks , the encouragement that you've said to me .

2. Shu Hui :
- Thank you for being the one that talks to me , encourage me , making me feel that i'm not alone.
- Thank you for everything . Esp the gift that you've gave me . :)

3. Eileen
- Thank you for being my " Mummy " , will never forget the fun and memorable time with you .
- Thank you for telling me what to do some times .
- Thank you for the scolding that makes me wake up .

4. Johnson
- Thank you for your teaching , leading .
- Thank you for the time spent in me .
- Thank you for the trust in me .
- Thank you for your encouragement .

5. Michael
- Thank you for listening to my problems .
- Thank you for being a real brother to me .


really feel like crying now ! Sigh ~ though i write till like i'm gonna go to a very far place .
but God , now , only you i can promise , only you that can win my heart , only you that love me .
i promise you , that i will not leave you again .

Thats my promise to God . Friends , really thank you all for being there when i need you guys .
There's only 1 word that i can tell you guys , and that is ...... I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!!

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Yo ~ I'm back posting on this SPECIAL date ... :D

hmmm ... what to post leh ... actually got nothing to post la .. hahas ...
My life now is Weekdays at home , Weekends at church . Thats my life ... for students, this is what you wanted ??? hahas ... let me tell you Honestly ! I WANT TO STUDY !
hahas ... now then i know that study is so important and so fun . LOL !
but now ... its looks like i have maybe few more months or Max 3 years b4 i go NS .
but i think it will be months lor .. coz i not studying now ... and the NS letter came... :'(
sure will miss you guys de ... and i really hope that i will have the Strenght and not Weak .
I will still come to church . Will not be like some one i knew ... :P Opps ... hahas ... God is my Provider ! With him , i can do all things ! :D
b4 i close , just want to say this again , today is a very Wonderful and a Nice day & most Importantly ... THE DATE !!! :D
God Bless .

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Hey readers , i had deleted some of the post that i had posted . Due to some personal stuff . Don't ask why . I will still post , but might be not that often , not that long anymore . :D
Take Care . God Bless You . Different Wilber Is Here .

Now , I'm going to post what i done for today .
Went back to my secondary school to take my leaving cert and this time i manage to get it . LOL ... last time got Error in the spelling . hahas ... at school eat , and sent a sms , but no reply from that person . Nvm , then went to Checkpoint with Kelvin , play billiard , he sponsor ! hahas ... thank you ar ! LOL ... then erm ... meet Jian Quan at CWP ... then eat , go my house take basket ball , lousy one .. HAHAS ... then go basket ball court play ... at first i never play , EMO ! LOL ... then after some talk , after i had say everything out ... i feel relief ! HAHAS ... but , still i must say this , SIGH ~ .... Blog's post had deleted , Blog song had changed , I had changed . If I got the chance , I will be talking to EVERYONE after briefing this Saturday . " MAYBE "
People , please STOP asking her anymore things . Thanks .
Bye ~

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I'm here posting again ! hahas ... today went to service and its the first time that i sit with other cell group all by myself ! coz something happen ... and i dun wish to say it anymore ! then on my right was Michael and on my left was Kok Koon ... was so fun ... hahas ... hmmm ... guys , actually this post is not meant to be a happy post ... coz my feeling now was so lost ! feel so lousy ... its like i'm back to my Negative days ... sigh !!!! Perhaps this talkative and entertaining Wilber will change again ... to a non talking and non entertaining Wilber . sigh ... and all i do is , go service , after service , Briefing , after briefing , go home ... i really dunno ! had so much fun time with you guys and i really enjoy it . hmmm ... a promise will be a promise forever and the promise i promised you is i will NEVER backslide . If you're lucky enough you will see my smiles . If not you will not see my smiles so often le . I'm living in darkness . I'm tired ! I really dunno la ... God , are you there when i need you the most ? Lord , you still rmb my request ? sigh ... GOD !!!

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Hi !

Phew ... today i woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon ... ahahas .... then saw my phone ... Johnson called me ... hahas ... and 2 sms from him also ... was shock ! so i quickly replied him . He asked me some thing ... ( Private ) . LOL ~ then i jiu woke up le ... nothing to do lor ... sian ... so i decided to sms ! so i sms awhile ... then called some one chat ... think we hang and call hang and call bah ... hahas ... FUN ! LOL ... hmmm ... then called Jian Quan ... he ask me go CWP , then i go lor ... since i so bored le ... hmmm ... then went CWP , some one was there too ... went to meet ' Them ' , for i think 15 mins ?? hahas ... then Jian Quan and I decided to go NTUC at Civic . so we went there lor ... bored bored bored ... LOL ... for 20 mins nia lor ... then we went Vista point for our Dinner ! hahas ... Jian Quan , i owe you $10 . LOL ~ like that i won't forget liao . hahas ... then b4 my food come , i received a sms ... then make my appetite gone ! hahas ... anyway , its not your fault . hehe ... :D then now ... i'm hungry liao ... gonna go cook some thing eat le ... who can cook for me ? hahas ... sigh ... so sian , bored . Find a Job ? but dunno what job i want to do . SIGH ! I know i am wasting time ... but want find job also must find 1 that you like de ma ... it takes time you know . hahas ... I WANT TO STUDY ! I MISS THOSE DAYS ! :'( hahas ...
thats all bah ... nothing to say liao . hahas ... take care Guys .

I want to Thank God for everything today .
May God's Peace & Joy Be With You All Always .

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Yo ~ Sorry ar ... internet error again ! LOL ... its quite a " MA FAN " but now Thank God , its back to normal le ... and thats mean i can online , blog , use com lor ... hahas ... its been months since the internet get cut . hahas ... hmmm ... lets talk about ,

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Yo Brothers & Sisters ...
Although I'm back from a very sad day ... and i was like a Mental Problem person yesterday ... coz is like that time she ask me , can i dun talk to her ? then i cried on the phone ... then yesterday ... she ask me , can i dun talk so much to her ... sure cry de ma ... is like 5 months plus le ... then this type of things happened ... sigh sigh sigh right ??? hahas ... but now ! NO ~ I'm okay le !!! why ? is it she talk to me ? play with me ? so that i will be happy ... the answer is of coz a YES la ... talk me to only ma ... you all never talk to me before meh ? play with me only ma ... you all never play with me before meh ? Is it very strange ??? i know la .. i like her ... but then ar ... she my Mummy leh ... C'mon ... i dun want my Mummy Sad or Angry ... Before i say more ... i just want to say I'M TREATING EVERYONE AS MY REAL SISTERS & BROTHERS BUT ... NOT THE SAME PARENTS LA ... * THIS INCLUDE HER AS WELL * !!! note that !!! i dun wish to have any STUPID things happened again ... you guys wanna know about me ? ASK ME OR JOHNSON ! Ask her for ??? she my stead ar ? C'mon la ... Think before you ask . :D Mummy ... i'm so sorry for the tag leh ... :'( okay back to what i want to say , then put down the phone le ... i cannot control myself ... thats my first time i had that feelings and i dun like it ... so i called her again ... told her that i felt something wrong inside me ... then she called me ... coz i'm using hp . then chat with her ... all that la ... and i asked her , is there a chance for me to be your bf ? then she replied me ... NO . More cannot control myslef ! hahahas ... cry cry cry ~ i'm so WEAK to you all la ... but i know myself de . hehe ... Its like you can't imagine how i am yesterday ... hahas ... but now ... i'm okay le lor ... what she said , is true also la ... Like a person or love a person , is not a MUST to be with that person de ma ... so now it came into my mind PURE AND CLEAR ! I know what i'm doing and typing ! hahas ... Girls = Sisters , Guys = Brothers . Yea ? hahas ... Relationship ... I want , who dun want ? hahas ... but am i mature enough ? NO ! is my spiritual level good enough ? NO ! this 2 things is a NO straight le ... how can i start a relationship ??? LOL !!! sure won't last de ma ... even if i got her as my gf now ... 1 day i sure cry and leave her ... is CFM won't last de lor ... after NS bah ... i will be a Mature MAN ! then also cannot start ... HAHAS ! why ? Mature nia ... Spiritual level leh ? Throw away ar ? LOL !!! NO WAY ... Jesus Loved Me & Sacrifice His Life For Me Leh ... Leave Him ?? Hahas ... NO WAY ! I will go to BS Classes , PM , Service ... Continue walking His Path and Do His Will ... Till I Niout ( DIE ) . hahas ... * I'M GONNA RUN , WITH FIRE , THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPEL I WILL SPEAK * , opps ... trying to act cute . arbo this post will be like so SERIOUS ! ahahas ... but its serious la ... LOL ! DIAO ~ as for now ... Everybody is my Bros and Sis lor ... if got planned my life as a " MARRIED " Man .. then i will have a WIFE ! So ... why am i so worried about gf ? If got didn't plan a WIFE for me ??? Hahas ... so ... i like a girl now ? of coz ... you ask me ... do you want to be with her if she likes you ? ( NOW ) My answer is ... Nope . I Still haven't taste enough of my Single life ... hahas ... but what if she like the * Ahem * and the * Ahem * also like her ??? Wow ... will they be together ? my answer is ... ASK HER YOURSELF LA ! I WHO ??? blehz ... hahas ... like jiu like lor ... stead jiu stead lor ... Its God's Plan & Will ! Oh no ... am i serious about that sentence ??? Of coz i'm serious ... do i never look serious on this matter before ? NO ! hehe ... if she going to be with him ? then i can only say , Hope that he will stay Faithful lor ... Don't play her True Love for him . Thats all i can say lor ... sad right ? But ... Its God's Plan & Will , No One Can Change His Plan And Will . Not Even The Top Class Pastor ! hahas ... Why ? Coz He Is God What ! Stupid Question . Hahahahas ... Entertaining Myself . hahas ... hmmm ... only can say that i'm not that mature enough la .. some more my spiritual level also not good ... hehe ... But Mostly Through This Months , I Want To Thank Her & Johnson For Teaching Me ... Ladies & Gentleman .... Let Me Annouce I & Her IS FRIENDS , She Will Always Be My Mummy ! Okay ? so my things ask me or Johnson , if your butt is itcy then you ask her ! LOL ... about her things ? ask who ? if you really want to ask me ... i sure will tell you de ma ... she my mummy ... but ! not others things ... if you ask other things dun hate me ... coz i will scold you ! I'M SERIOUS ! okay ... relax ~ Wow ... wrote so many things liao sia ... hahas ... I ALREADY WROTE VERY CLEARLY LE ... I DON'T WISH TO HAVE ANY MORE NONSENCES . IF I PLAY WITH HER , TALK TO HER AND YOU GUYS ASK ME OR HER ... ARE WE TOGETHER OR WHAT ... I TELL YOU NOW !!! I WILL CALL YOU UP OR SCOLD YOU INFRONT OF WHOEVER IS THERE !!! UNDERSTAND ??? I WANT TO MAKE THIS CLEAR !
:D just to tell you , if you're reading this post ... it will use up more then 10 mins ... hahas ... coz i haven't say what i do for today ! HAHAHAS ! so relax ... give you 5 mins to take your drinks or go toilet now ....................................................................................................... Okay ... Continue .... Those above de store it at the other side of your brain . Now use another side of your brian . hahas ... what i do for today ? I never go service ... :( coz i'm sad , mood-less and very tired ! but now i'm not sad anymore le la ... hahas ... cheer-ed up le ... hehe ... okay ... sleep till 11am ? 12pm ? hahas .. Chris called me ... ask me go chalet ... then i go lor ... it was so so so duper fun la ... Love going out with Vivian , Eileen , Tiao Li and Ming Li .. the Fun is Always there de lor ... LOL ! starting i never talk to my mummy la ... as i was still on my sad kind of mood . but later ... i'm not le ... God told me the plan for my next step ... but i'm still waiting for my Study and Future Step ... hehe ... cannot study never mind lor .. i believe In God Not In Luck ! hahas ... Thanks to the Pastor who say that sentence but i forgot his name ! Michael , you still remember his name ? hahas ... hmmm ... then what i do ar ... play lor ... sleep lor ... YAYAYA ... I REMEMBER LE ... GOD TOLD ME WHILE I WAS LYING DOWN ON THE BED ! HAHAS !!! ;D so ... after the sleep , went into My Mummy they all de Room lor ... then talk talk , play play ... hmmm ... after that jiu go le ... is like very funny la ... eat , sleep for mins ... hahas ... then wake up , play awhile . then leave !! LOL !!! anyway ... Thanks Chris ! hahas ... hmmm ... FUNNY THING CAME ... took the Ice Cream into the bus ... LOL ! chase bus but the bus need to turn 1 round de ... so the answer is we should take the other side de bus ... =.= !!! then the driver slow down ... wait for us to run ! some more i run like siao ! then went up the bus ... people behind was laughing ... and we wonder why ... in the end ... we know the answer ! sigh ... waste my stamina ... hahas .. but its okay ... long time never run le ... LOL ! so we took the bus to Tam Interchange ... hahas ... with the ice cream ... we went up the bus ... eat the Ice Cream inside the bus ... who eat ? My Mummy and Vivian ... hahas ... okay la ... i also got eat la ... LOL ! some more must eat like eating drug like that .. hahas ... cannot let driver know ma ... then i scoop 1 big spoon de give vivian .. they never eat instead of laugh ! loud sia ... think the driver also know we eating le la ... HAHAS ! My Mummy laugh like what sia ... use her Jacket to cover her face and laugh ! LOL ~ thats what will happened if you go out with us .. hahas ... FUN okay ! hmmm ... then nothing le lor ... everyone went home sweet home ! tmr got school some more ... for them la ... hahas ... then i going to Jog ! hehe ... with Jason ... hope to have the stamina tmr bah ... :D hmmm ... can't sleep ... coz too happy le ... hahas ... God Is Indeed A True God ! Everytime i will end my post with a bible verse ... for today .. i dunno what verse shall i put ... can i ask you all to read ... erm ... the whole bible ? instead of 1 verse ? hahahas ... Friends ... can study jiu study ... dun waste it ... you will regret de ... dun be like me . hehe ... i want find things to do ... so that i won't keep on looking down on myself ! hahas ... God Oh God Take A Hold Of Me ... hahas ... i can't stop singing now .... blehz ... hahas ... To : Vivian , Eileen , Tiao Li ... Everyone who is reading my blog ... STUDY HARD ... TRY TO HIT THE STUDY HOURS ... GET GOOD GRADES ... SHINE FOR THE LORD WITH WHAT YOU ARE DOING , YOU THINK THAT GETTING A GOOD GRADE IS ONLY FOR YOURSELF ? NO ... IT IS SHINING FOR GOD TOO ... COZ YOU'RE GOD'S SON AND DAUGHTER . YOU ALL CAN DO IT DE ... C'MON ! HAHAS ... Good Bless You .
Miracle Always Happen , Its The Matter Of Now Or Later .
Loves To All .
Wilber

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Post ! Today what date huh ?!?! 26 April 2007 ... 26 leh ... hahas ...

okay ... i went out with my friend (Kelvin) back to school , coz i went back to give them back the Carnival Tickets ... then i notice that i've lost them ... Grrr ... sian ... then must make police report ... hahas ... then went to Woodlands NPC lor ... Police Officer was so friendly la ... I WANT BE POLICE !!! sigh ... it look impossible ... then went back school to give them the report ... then went CWP eat ... and meet i more friend (Chin Wei) . then we went to Woodlands Checkpoint to play POOL ! I'm gonna train for the Emerge 8 Ball Pool ! hahas ... hope i can win bah ... :D then like that lor ... then jiu go home le ... when i reach home .. i on my com .. see whether she got online ma ... in the end dun have , then i jiu called her lor ... she never pick up ... 5 mins later she called me ... then i ask her ... reach home le huh ?! she say yup , long ago ... then i ask her eat le ma ?! then she say " why you ask so much ? i'm not a dog " ............................. People ... you know how Hurt i'm now ???? sigh !!! Care for her and Worry for her ... in the end she say i'm treating her as a dog ???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ARRRGGGG !!!!!!!!!!! THATS HURT !!! ALOT !!! :'(
I NEVER TREAT YOU AS A DOG BEFORE ! I JUST WANT TO CARE FOR YOU . BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME THE MOST ! BUT YOU NEVER WANT ME . I'M HURT ! AND THIS TIME ... IT REALLY HURT ALOT !!! TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AGAIN .... FOR YOU , MANY THINGS HAD CHANGED . SIGH ....

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Phew ... Yesterday slept at about 7 plus in the morning ! ahahas ... after sending my Mummy a " Good Morning " msg . LOL !!! then i went to sleep , hahas ... hmmm .. woke up at about 2pm bah ... my handphone de message ringtone's ringing i also dunno .. Guess how tired i am .. hahas ... then i never reply my mummy's msg ... stupid tired-ness , Hai Wo Mei You Reply Her . After I brushed my teeth and all that , I was quite hungry .. so i cook some rice and heat ytd's chicken .. LOL ... lazy buy jiu cook myself lor ... hehe ... hmmm ... then was so sian ... My Mummy went to TP for some D&T thing .. she hor ... Funny de leh ... a POA student go attend D&T thing ... blehz ... hahas ... she say 5.30pm then will reach school ... hmmm ... sian sian ... then my friend called me ... ask me to accompany him go CWP buy things ... at 6pm i meet him ... then we go CWP buy things ... till 7 plus 8 bah ... then went Woodlands Checkpoint play Billiard ! hahas ... it remind me that this saturday , 28 April 2007 is church de EMERGE 8 BALL POOL COMPETITION ! hope can go into next round ... but if i lose .. also nvm la .. at least i took part in it . :D ahahs ... self encouragment ... hahas ... hmmm .. went out with my friends for today ... it wasn't that Fun lor ... sigh ... not like i go out with my Mummy they all ... :( then so worried about her sia ... sms with her till 5 plus then suddenly bo reply ... call her also bo reply... WORRIED ... i know i'm a nobody to you , i know that you're a big girl liao .. no more a Xiao Mei Mei le ... but everytime you never reply my sms or you're angry or what de ... i will very worried de ... sigh ... Its you and your safety that i'm worrying the most everytime ... then we sms awhile ... then she say she want go sleep le ... i have no choice but to say " good night " to her ... LOL !!! then i reached home at about 12am ?? around there bah ... hmmm ... i really dunno what i want know sia ... Study ? NS ? Work ? sigh ... NS is sure de ... Study ... 30 April see how lor ... God Bless Me ... hahas ... i'm a person that can't make decisions de ... i can say , I want give up le ... but 5 mins later ... i will say , no , i can't give up ... you know you know ??? hmmm ... but nvm ... Happiness is what i wanted ... and a simple life ! That's all for the day . God Bless .

* This Is For All ! Imagine That You Are Walking In God's Path ... And Its A Beach ... There Will Be 2 Pairs Of Footprints , 1 Belongs To You And The Other Is God's . 1 Day , You're Suffering , In , Pain , Troubles , Difficulties , Stress , Etc ... And You Look On The Sand ... And You Tell Yourself ... Why Everytime I'm In Need , And I Only See 1 Pair Of Footprints ? Friends , Let Me Tell You This , Whenever You See Only 1 Pair Footprints ... It's Not Yours But God's . You Can't See Your Own Footprints Because God Are Carrying You Whenever You Are In Need . Praise The Lord My Friends For He Is Worthy For All Praise . Amen . *

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Heyhey ... Hello . Posting for things happened yesterday . Michael Post liao hor ... hahas ... :D
Ytd svc was normal ... Preached by Pst Derek . Then Praise & Worship part was Fun coz my favourite partner was beside me again ... hahas ... Daniel !!! LOL !! everytime sit beside him was a Fun ... hahas ... then some more beside me ( other side ) is Tiao Li ... think she keep on laughing bah ... coz we are not singing de .. we are shouting . LOL ... some sort of shouting bah ... but its FUN ! hahas ... hope Da Niu can come every sat and to CG . hmmm ... then after svc , we go fellowship at Expo ! b4 we go buy our food & eat ... we Celebrate Vivian's Birthday !!! Woooo .... Happy Birthday Vivian ! :D :D then the sarbo comes ... hehe ... sarbo idea is from Eileen , Jian Quan and me .... ask her to go around asking people to write something on her card ! then ar ... saw some one ... whom everyone say He is so Shuai de guy ... hahas ... Hooter !! Then Vivian got to go to him and shake his hand and ask him to write something on the card too ... who's the one to stop him b4 he is gone ??? that's me liao ... HAHAS !!! I buay pai seh de lor ... as you guys know ... blehz .. lol ... some more his English is Chim de la ... so stress talking to him ... but nvm at least i talk to him ... LOL ! you all ar ... eyes are not on Vivian that time ... was on Him ! LOL ... hahas ... then finish liao ... went back to our seats and buy food and eat ... i just eat a bowl of Chandol ??? dunno how to spell . LOL ... Mic Sorry ar ... your favourite food i dunno how to spell . hahas ... then hmmm ... go home liao ... some thing happened ... which i really want to apologise to her ... sigh ... actually i'm VERY disappointed . Finally friends can be so good liao ... then come this thing , its not the first time he ask you or he say you liao right ? i know de ... i dunno how to tell him nia ... when will i see your smiles ? when will we play together again ? when will we going to talk like Best Friends again ? I'm really sorry ... sigh . :'(
CGM going to start in 1 hour time ... got to prepare the air ! LOL !!! post again soon ... give me some idea la ... so that i got things to say ma ... hahas ... Chio bu ?? only got 1 . Dun think she want me to post it as while . LOL !!! okay la ... dun play le ... later she more angry ar ... i jump into the whole world de river , sea and ocean also cannot wash away the dirt ar ... LOL !!! hahas ... you guys take care . God Bless You.
Its This Verse Again , Psalm 4 : 4

Add On ... CGM was over ... it was good ... then fellowship ... Johnson ask me to play the guitar sia ... siao liao ... scare bodoh ! hahas ... but its okay ... if i've master it ... woo hoo ... N184 got new guitarist liao hor ... hahas ... dun siao siao ... hahas ... hmmm ... today my 1st time share Testimony hor ... so ar ... abit gan chiong ... some more all look at me .. more worst la ... hahas ... but its okay la ... i shared 2 . :D then b4 we go eat ... i had a Private Talk with Johnson . I must say this ... Vivian & Eileen ... I'm not sarbo-ing you 2 ... sigh ... i dunno how to say ... I want to Thank you 2 for telling me ... and hope that you won't treat me like a sarbo kia ... coz if i never say it out ... how will Johnson gonna understand ? hmmm ... relax okay ? ... then after that went to 888 eat ... i never eat .. LOL ... then like that lor ... just acc them go eat ... going to 888 is free ... why not go lor ... LOL ! some more can fellowship ... hehehehe .... okay bah ... nothing else interesting to say liao ... God Bless All My Reader .
Psalm 4 : 4

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